Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
<3
Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around (x2)
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever
You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon
Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever
There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return.
This picture is during Eid of 2010.. now i realized..there r no pictures of us with my late grandma for last year Eid because at that time she did not want to join us for the taking pictures ceremony T_T she said just continue without me, im so old for taking pictures n everything :') no atok u'r always young as ever..ur strength n courage has inspired me so much :') love u n i miss u so much T_T no one can replace u.. they always said 'patah tumbuh hilang berganti' but for me no one can be like u...no one can protect n take care of me during my childhood as great as u do...n no one can give full package of love n attention for me as much as u do besides emak n ayah... :) Alhamdulillah...im thankful to God because giving me chances to feel all that things with my atok :)) insyaAllah Jannah for u atok.. rest in peace there.. till we met again one fine day :')
lots of loves,
zierahanie
