Its adult things

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

There was a thing we have to keep n there was a thing that we need someone to listen to our emotionally imbalance thingy.. Twitter n Facebook are too open for us to share about personal life.. Blog? Hurmm who cares its mine...

Its difficult to begin, how things had done so far yet? There will be a period of ups n downs in this relationship, from the start i knew it will happen. Mak always said to me about the age matter since the time when abg decide to get engage with someone who was the same age as him.. Mak kata its difficult to have ur spouse who is about at the same age as u bcoz the level of maturity for both partner will be the same.. Bila si isteri cepat sgt merajuk or melenting about something, si suami kurang dpt tahan lame dgn keaadan mcm tu.. Dua2 lebih nak tunjuk yg dua2 had their own ego.. Same goes when suami marah or merajuk dgn isteri.. Tahap limit kesabaran si isteri utk pujuk suami tu jadi kurang.. Hurm.. Entah kenape.. Tiada jawapan utk soalan tu.. Mungkin dua2 egonye sama, degilnye sama2 naik, tahap kesabaran tu jadi kurang.

Bertolak ansur.. Tu je yg mak mampu nasihat.. Jgn telalu ikot kata hati.. Biar la kita terluka atau ape skali pon..bila da jadi isteri..suami x nak pujuk..xpe..pujuk diri sendiri..bila ade bende kita x puas hati..xpe..diamkan.. Sbab dia suami kita.. Dia syurga kita.. Hati kita yg terluka ni biar Allah yg ubatkan, bila kita x puas hati tapi x didengari, xpe biar Allah yg dgr semua ketidakpuashatian kita. Biar Allah yg tenangkan kita tapi tnggungjawab kita ialah utk tenang kan suami senang kan hidup dia kerana dia adalah SYURGA KITA.

But for now, aku masih blom mampu utk buat smua ape yg mak pesan.. Sbab mungkin blom tiba masenye dia layak utk aku hormati sebagai suami.. Hati memberontak bila terluka, minta dipujuk minta dibelai..tapi aku tahu hati dia pon same memberontak ingin dihormati ingin disenangi.. Maaf aku hanya manusia biasa yg hatinya mampu terluka mampu sakit bila dimarah disakiti.. Aku tidak sempurna seperti bidadari :')  Maaf utk itu.


Zierahanie