choices of my life ^^

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Why am i choosing this thing rather than those thing??

Okay, here's what I tell myself, when myself asked me such question.

"You had a choice and your heart said UM(Malaysia). Back then, you weren't sure why.

As things get harder, life gets busier, studies gets more out of hand, you get more confused of why.

But look at you, you might not be what you are now, if you didn't choose UM.

You might not be who you are, if you chose to go for overseas few years back.

You might not be who you are now, if eight years ago you emotionally chose non-boarding school rather than boarding school like what many parents always wanted for the sake of their children.

Life is full of choices, you made your choice.

This might be a tougher path, but because you're able to do it, you chose those roads, this road.

Remember, Allah tak akan membebankan seseorang dengan apa yang tidak mampu dia tanggung.

You've made the right choice. There are things planned for you as you walk through this path.

You just have to be strong and search for it, don't waste the chance."

You know, it might be an easier path,

But maybe if that path was the path I chose,

I mean the easier one,

I learn less, I take life for granted.

I'm not saying that that path my friends are on is easier than the path that I'm on.

I'm sure they too are learning about life, just like me.

But I believe that this is the best path for me.

As long as I choose to do things right,

InsyaAllah, I'll be a better person.

Everyone have their own opinion.

Their own thoughts.

Sometimes their right, and I'm wrong.

But I'll stick with my believe in this case.

I'm here for many reasons,

I've found part of it,

And along the way,

I'll keep on searching.

family

him

my future

Till now,

Many choices that i’ve made =)

About my family,

About who will be my soul mate,

About how my future would be n etc.

But i don’t know is it the choices that i’ve made

were also the choices that He has planned for me

So I’ll keep on praying for the best ^^   

I believe He gave me the best. And I'm grateful.

lots of love,

zierahanie=)