1 year n 3 days !!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

happy weekend guys! =)

Happy Anniversary to me n him!!! =p

two days late..hehe

but i think its okay

the most important thing is

we remember each other ^^

My dear, sorry for my wrong doing 

since we met until now..=)

u know...

u teach me a lot in my life =)

do not scared...

being optimistic...

learn how to be independent

^_^

this the biggest secret..haha

but i dont think its a secret anymore now=p

lately, i felt worried

haha..you want to know why?

it was about

too many girls ( in ur fb i mean ) =p

something bout ur past ( i dont know y..i cant stop thinking 

that u'r going to be back with her..huhu..ridiculous rite..pls say yes it ridiculous T_T)

n too many fighting that we had lately

i hope it just the small things

n nothing can change 

between us

InsyaAllah.. Amin =)

but i realize 

nothing i can do much 

it just that i hope 

my ringing tone that i set every time u called me,

my five times pray after my prayer each day

enough to show to Him 

how much 

i need u

being there in my FUTURE

being there with me to grown up the KIDS

being there when i need a special DOCTOR 

for my heart

being there when i need my IMAM 

for my prayer

being there forever in my LIFE =)

thats all i wish

BEING THERE FOR ME =)

p/s : when i say no doesnt mean 

        i dont love what u want to do 4 our relationship

       but it just i'm thinking what is the best way

       introducing you to my parents

       i dont want u to look bad in my parents perception

       n i hope their 1st impression will be great for u

       thats y i always said no to something ^_^

       20 years of living with my parents

       i know how to tackle them >_*

       each day i keep reminding them bout u

       although maybe it just a little bit 

       but i hope they would remember

       there's someone in their daughter's life  

       n it was u =)

lots of love,

zierahanie =)